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Wilted~

Chelsea — Fri, 28 Oct 2011 08:35:27 +0000

The chilled wind, sweeps steadily over the grave.
The snow flakes melting - the bitter truth of change.
Crying out, it was you I could not save.

Flowers wilt - the living falls to death,
The innocent has been tainted,
Another hand in sorrow, upon the flesh is dealt.

Icy tears of loss, sting the child’s face,
The last sun has begun to set,
Upon the troubled days, memories leave all but trace.

Busy-ness

Chelsea — Sat, 19 Jun 2010 02:14:16 +0000

Wow, busy, busy week! Lets see…

Monday I had GED class…Tuesday I went to get my hair done. RED highlights =D So awesome. I needed a change. Then our neighbor came over for a few hours, brought dinner. Amazing chicken oh my! Sooooo good. I can’t wait to try the recipe she gave me. Plus she gave me some other recipes for all kinds of stuff. I can’t wait to try the Barbecue Crock Pot Chicken! Squee! Anyway, Wednesday I had GED class again…I HATE, HATE, HATE math! Frustrating beyond belief. Can’t wait until I’m done with it. I hope whatever profession I choose doesn’t involve math lmao!

Yesterday my grandmother and I started to go pick up her glasses, but she didn’t feel like it, so I hung around the house all afternoon. But then I went for a walk with our neighbor in the hot, hot heat. UGH. It was like walking into an oven. But it felt good to get out and my muscles burning again, haha.

Today was super busy. Got up around 12, neighbor came over about 1:30 and we cleaned out all my food cabinets of out of date food and foods that we wouldn’t eat, made up a list of stuff I needed from the store for next week’s meal plan and then we took the food I didn’t want to the Valley Mission - a place that serves 3 meals a day to people or families that can’t afford to buy it themselves. So I felt good about that. Then we went to Walmart, then Kroger. FINALLY got my grandmother out of the house for the first time in a couple weeks and we went with our neighbor, her husband and son to Cracker Barrel. AMAZING chicken. I don’t know what it is with the chicken here lately but it’s been just awesome hahaha. Then we sat outside in the rocking chairs for a bit. It felt so nice to be outside. The heat simmered down (heh, simmered…) and there was a nice breeze. I hated that we had to go when we did, but oh well.

Whew. Busiest week in…a LONG while. And you know what? I LIKE it. I like being busy. I’ve been in the best mood this week then I have since I can remember. And tomorrow I plan on setting my clock again, getting up and washing my stupid car. It is FILTHY. I’m even going to take the vacuum to that thing. I even plan on cranking some music and having a BLAST with it. After that though I need to go to a place called Crossroads. It sells all kinds of used cd’s, movies, etc, as well as new stuff and video games. You can rent movies and video games. And there’s a ton of underground music I’ve never even heard of o_O I once found a DVD Collection of Horror films (Bela Lugosi) for $10! Amazing! I need to get somebody something >.> I won’t say what incase that person reads this. But anyway…that’s my amazing, super fun plans for tomorrow, lol. Now I’m off to play Halo 3 with my peoples.

If people read this…comment me and tell me what your plans for the weekend are, no matter how small or miniscule they seem =)

Here’s some parting entertainment. A Supernatural fanvid. It was AMAZING. Enjoy =)

New Fanvid…wee!

Chelsea — Mon, 14 Jun 2010 02:26:14 +0000

Hooray! I finally finished a video. It’s only a vidlet (35 seconds long)…and…it isn’t one of the 13 I mentioned before, but hey! At least I finished one, right ?!

It sort of came out how I wanted: simple. But I hope to do better. I wish I could do a slow video with super genius editing. And surprisingly, all the editing I do that I actually LIKE is by accident…I’m just playing around, and stumble upon colorings and such. But hey…I’m new to Sony Vegas, so I’ll have to keep learning as I go.

Our neighbors came over today, Larry and Alma. Alma, my grandmother and I have been watching Gilmore Girls from the very first season, and her husband decided to stay and watch a couple with us tonight lmao. Funny stuff.

I made fish for dinner. But…it tasted too fishy Dx I could barely eat it. So. I’ll probably be starving here shortly. Sigh. Well. I’m off to watch True Blood (WOOT Season 3!!!), then probably play XBOX Live with my peoples.

Pretty Rave Girl

Chelsea — Sat, 12 Jun 2010 23:51:21 +0000

Oh my goodness! It’s been over three months since I’ve posted anything on this site. Done anything on this site, really. Dunno if anyone reads this anymore, but here I am. Things have definitely changed. I don’t want to fill up my blogs with any more sad, sad, stories, so I’m going to keep this strictly rambles and artist-ish stuff from now on. I need to not wallow in tragedy anymore. I have to move forward. I HAVE to. If I don’t, I’ll probably go crazy.

Anyway, since my last blog I’ve taken tons of pictures that I hope to add to a photography section very soon. I got my drivers license, WOOT, and I’ve begun studying for my GED since my online diploma people seem to be full of so much fail…ie complaints, horrible communication, etc. I aced everything on my GED practice test except math, so once I study up on that wonderful (sarcasm) subject, I’ll be able to pass. Yay! Then…dun dun dun…College. Scary stuff. Probably just Community College for a while, just to get my bearings, but I hope to one day transfer out to a University.

Also, since my last post, I’ve become increasingly obsessed with Youtube. Guh. I’ve fallen into its clutches! Never to be free again! -flails- I keep editing and editing and editing in Sony Vegas Pro 8, but…I can never seem to finish a full vid. I currently have…-counts- 13 fan videos started. 13! All different kinds, too: Vampire Diaries, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Supernatural, and even an Alice in Wonder land video! One of these days, though…I’ll finish one. You can check out what I’ve completed so far by clicking the Youtube logo up there on the right. I’ve also begun making some Coloring Tutorials for Vegas. Hooray!

Last night my friend Logan introduced me to some Techno music. Let me just say I HIGHLY recommend listening to it while on a sugar high (Twizzlers FTW). I was bouncing around. A lot. Here’s my new favorite song of the moment called Pretty Rave Girl…beware…it’s BOUNCY:

Well. I’ll leave here. Don’t want to blog so much I won’t have anything to blog about later! I’m going to finish my food so my stomach won’t begin feeding on other vital organs. Ta ta for now :]

Epic Failure

Chelsea — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 08:13:35 +0000

Yeah, I neglected again. It’s a bad habit, I know. But look! At least I’m blogging about my lack of updating, right ?! mhm. I hear you now, whoever you are. Although you’re probably only Megan…maybe Lav. Haven’t heard from Rachel in a while. Or maybe you’re priss. WHO KNOWS. You four basically make up my site viewers - feel proud Anywho. It’s time I focus turning this site into crap that I like. Coffee-themed layout? Maybe! The point is, I seem to always put my efforts into putting stuff on here that other people like, not what interests me. Icons for livejournal?! I never use them. My bright idea to post recipes?! Maybe, I sort of like that idea, but honestly…I myself will never put them to good use. So what do I do with this big open canvas on the internetz? I have NO idea! The world may never know… OH! I got new contacts by the way, and yes, I am hyper, and need sleep, and my birthday is in two days. Turning 20? Why yes, yes I feel old…

You know you live in the middle of nowhere…

Chelsea — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 21:22:06 +0000

When for entertainment, people sit on top of hills and wave down at passing cars. Yes, folks, that, apparently, is a highlight of some of the people in my town. Now, keeping in mind I live in a smallish town that doesn’t even have a Best Buy, and the nearest book store (not counting Walmart’s rather decent section) is about 30 minutes away, we have this long stretch of busy road that passes a hill (Or I guess you could call it a mountain. There are lots of mountains here, too). On top of said hill sits a trailer. I would assume it’s the people, and maybe their friends, who live in said trailer, sitting in their lawn chairs at the edge of the hill, waving down at us passing motorists. I often ask myself if they ever wonder, like I do, where we people in our vehicles are going, or asking themselves where we’ve been. Because, I for one, have often wondered that sitting at random stop lights while looking over at neighboring cars. Where HAVE they been? Why are they out now instead of later? An appointment? Work? Shopping? Thoughts like these lead my head around and around in circles, that usually, lead me off in weird and crazy directions. For instance, when my mom waves back at these people sitting on top of their hill, I wonder if their main goal to distract us motorists in hope of finding further entertainment in causing us to crash… Now, moving on from possible conspiring rednecks, I feel that Autumn has officially arrived…back in August. Late last month it was getting down to the 50’s and 60’s…which is weird for Virginia in said month. Now that it’s getting down to the 40’s, my family and I are biting our nails out of fear that we’re going to have a early, horrific, winter. Speaking of cold weather, do you ever stand outside, just to let the crisp air bite at your arms and face? I do. I like to take deep breaths of it, and I always imagine various colors of brown and orange and yellow, and I mentally urge the leaves to change colors, because I find this season to be absolutely beautiful. The weather, the leaves - it’s a reminder that things do change, and sometimes for the better…or at least I hope so. Upon entering this month and season, I can’t help but hope that things will soon be changing for my family. A good change. I just know, and hope, nothing gets any worse. Hm…Is it bad I am suddenly getting Christmas songs stuck in my head…? Chistmas Eve in Washington This song always manages to make me cry. It brings back memories of when things were so carefree, happy, and simply amazing. I hear this song and remember when happiness was around every corner. It especially reminds me of my Grandfather…things were always easier when he was with us. What’s your greatest memory from this time of year? whether it being Halloween, Christmas, before, after, or somewhere in between. I’d like to know if you’re willing to share =) Oh! And look…I begin with a storyof the rednecks in our town, and wind up talking about times of crispy leaves, apple cider, pumpkins, and Christmas trees…I love my wandering mind.

Only took forever…

Chelsea — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 07:16:54 +0000

After numerous tries and fails, not to mention a ton of impatience, I now have Wordpress up. And believe-you-me, I now feel absolutely foolish, as I find it to be a lot easier then PHP Includes and Cutenews.

Now, on another note, be expecting Autumn/Halloween themed stuff over the next few days while I get everything else up and running. Lets just say I’m in the season, what with my apple cider, Country Sampler magazine (Yay scans!), and “Fall Brownie”…Yes, that is what the package says. Anywho…actual updates and blogging, here I come ! -throws about pumpkin confetti-

Hello

Chelsea — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 05:35:27 +0000

Getting Wordpress up and running, plus lots of new things on the way, so be on the lookout !!